what's the story, morning glory?

xx_bang @ 2008-10-08T23:09:00

2008-10-09T03:17:25Z

I'm at my mom's house. after almost a year of not living here I still can't help but call it home. I'm in one of those silly moods where I want to type I as a capital. Where I would usually just leave it.

that was fun. i like restoring things from drafts. thats from almost forever ago. i am obviously not in such a mood right now. :) I am however, in a hotel in albany ny with my sister watching SVU and working in the morning. i love hotels. i jump on the beds, always. duh

what the hell ya doin fred?

IS MI MADRE!!!!

Me so classy wit my wine

xx_bang @ 2008-04-27T22:33:00

2008-04-28T02:34:15Z

xx_bang @ 2008-04-23T14:27:00

2008-04-23T18:35:57Z

More Info Here

xx_bang @ 2008-04-19T23:47:00

2008-04-20T03:47:38Z

i like reflections.

and when there are cherries in my drinks

xx_bang @ 2008-04-18T21:03:00

2008-04-19T01:03:53Z

Funk The War: Anti-War Protest :)

xx_bang @ 2008-03-23T22:55:00

2008-03-24T02:56:10Z

My New Pal

xx_bang @ 2008-02-25T13:08:00

2008-02-25T18:23:08Z

that was my wonderful valentines day.

and thats my cat trying to take a bath with me!

xx_bang @ 2008-02-13T00:26:00

2008-02-13T06:07:33Z

Hiding in a pretzel stand

i be huggin a tree
i am drunk

hehe my sister is in the pretzel stand too (pretzel is a funny looking word.)
rebel made me a playdough rose. whilst being drunk duh

we have more pictures of us in sunglasses than i know what to do with
i am a pool shark RAWR
"you know what guys, we should take some pictures together"
rebel is scurred of orcas so she ate this one!
those are my sexy numbchucks that i got for christmas from rebel duh
im something of a model. yeah
awhhh tim should be jealouus
maybe i could be a sex icon.
my kittiee loves me
this is our friend, we made him out of ice cream
that's tim's heart. hehe all minezzz
i am a great present. For The Next Holiday Buy Your Loved One A Sam! void where prohibited
Maybe i could be a sex kitten. meowwww. maybe not lol
this is my g.i. joe. he was my best friend til he fell apart. hes not a very good flyer aparently. and tim should fix him.
dont ask what im doing here, but im definatly like face first in my laptop

me and daaa rebel made a fun dinner. duh
i am clearly something of a ddr master champion. like one of those chinese people.cept not chinese
"whatdya been smoking down here that wasnt no cigar!, i know what you were smokin down here!" tee.hee.hee.

ishaaa is the kittie of my apartment.

xx_bang @ 2008-02-06T21:30:00

2008-02-07T02:30:24Z

don't worry
be happy
thank you

xx_bang @ 2008-01-18T21:24:00

2008-01-19T02:24:37Z

why is it that when you are bored, looking through the cupboards for food always seems like the most interesting thing to do. No wonder why i am gaining weight!

xx_bang @ 2008-01-02T09:30:00

2008-01-02T14:40:38Z

picktchas

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The last few weeks: an update of my life
-jacuzzis
-jims house
-tims parents are in NH
-new years fireworks!
-family on Christmas
-timothy on Christmas
-new years eve drinking
-living with my boyfriend
-dawsons creek♥

xx_bang @ 2007-12-19T20:43:00

2007-12-20T01:44:28Z

All that is gold does not glitter; not all those that wander are lost

The appearance of things change according to the emotions and thus we see magic and beauty in them, while the magic and beauty are really in ourselves.

Blessed are they who see beautiful things in humble places where other people see nothing

When you live in reaction, you give your power away. Then you get to experience what you gave your power to.

What you see and hear depends a good deal on where you are standing; it also depends on what sort of person you are

The greater part of our happiness or misery depends on our dispositions and not our circumstances.

The voyage of discovery is not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.

xx_bang @ 2007-12-16T21:51:00

2007-12-17T02:51:39Z

would you like some hot chocolate dear?
would you like some hot chocolate dear?
would you like some hot chocolate dear?
would you like some hot chocolate dear?
would you like some hot chocolate dear?

xx_bang @ 2007-11-25T05:38:00

2007-11-25T10:39:17Z

LOOKATMYPICS
it all started wednesday morning. my sister called me and told me SHE could give me a ride to the airport
so she did
there was like nobody there like I expected there to be. a billion people.
it took us like 2 years to take off, but when we finally did. it was worth it.
it was night so I tried to sleep
then I went to dublin.
where I waited for 2 hours and met mark. til my flight to shannon
that flight was beautiful
with all the clouds
shining in the sun
AMAZING<3
I got off the plane and saw rebel like RIGHT AWAY.
we took a bus to her school
we spent all day doing thanksgiving things
and I met all her house mates
eric and phil and brian were cute
they were all fun and listened to fun music
and silly.
and I met her friends
we walked to the off license and I bought liquor for the first time on my own!
I bought a mickey finns and a bacardi breezer
we went to heidi's house and back to rebels like 200 times that night
and we ate thanksgiving dinner.
then we went back to rebels and got ready to go to the club
we started drinking and got dressed
heidi and leanne got wicked drunk
and I was a little buzzed
on the way to the club we took the bus and everyone on the bus was singing songs together
it was so cute
and there were irish people drunk in the streets
and the line into one club was WAY too pushy
so we went to molly's
and some guy smacked my ass as soon as we got in.
I drank a shot of blue after shock with rebel
and then we danced
I danced with a few boys
til they were scaring me
then I went outside and smoked a cigarette that I got from some boy.
then we went back to rebels
and ate.
then went to bed

day 2 we woke up and made a fun breakfast of french toast hash browns
then we just hung around the house until me and rebel went to the bar and I drank my first guiness
it was nasty. but I took the cup
then we went back to her house and hung out until heidi, leanne, and courtney came over
and we ordered pizza, watched movies, ate popcorn
it took us like 2 hours to get the pizza
then we went to heidi's house because emma wanted to know how to roll weed
so I made her a bowl
and we found out she was smoking like tea or something
silly.
then we made stuff with aluminium. they call it aluminium!!
cute.
then we came back after a few hours of talking about drugs
and went to bed.
today we woke up. and went into town. I bought a ton of amazing clothes
but I couldnt really find presents for people.
then we went to eat at supermac's
and curry doesnt taste bad
went back to rebel's and started drinking ....again
and we looked for grass
and went to this bridge that was ALL lit up
and scary
because it was LONG and if you jumped on it it would shake...a lot
but it was SOO pretty
I wish tim had been there with me. a lot.
then on the way back to rebel's house we each stole a cone, and snuck them to her house
it was SO silly.
we saw this water thingy on the way to her house
so we went to her house
changed
and went back and JUMPED IN!
ha.
we went back to her house
drank more
listened to more music
til leanne and heidi came over
and we went to the bar again
and I drank two baileys. I ordered my last drink til Im 21 :(!
then we came back to rebel's and we played with her camera.
:p
then I ate ham pizza.
then we went to bed
right now I am sitting in an airport in ireland. that happens
to have internet access
and I am waiting for my flight.
it is in 20 minutes.
and I will upload pictures as soon as rebel sends them to me!

All in all I tried:
Baileys <3
Blue After Shock
Bulmers
Sour Green Apple Mickey Finn's
Bacardi Breezer
Cheap VS Vodka blue, yellow, and white mixed
Jack Daniels & coke
Southern Comfort & some lemon drink thingy
Guiness
Buckfast

a fountain
a strange sign...them irish be weirdos.
but they know how to drank

aluminium foil BOATBOAT

BARBARBAR
this was not real pot, but i made one pretty sweet bowl.
oh this bridge was perty
you can see the bridge all lit up yeaa

awe we are cuteee

Euros...yea
juvenile delinquents....wait...are we juveniles anymore....:O
now im just a dumbass
energy drink + alcohol

Emma

i somehow look more emo in ireland. maybe i just missed my bf....

Moving Sidewalk
My First Guiness

No Handed Shots.
Yeah im jesus

&&& I missed tim. because. I like him. a lot. and I think the whole world should know.
I cant wait to see my baby tonight
I couldn't be happier than I am with Timothy Dear.

xx_bang @ 2007-11-20T22:22:00

2007-11-21T03:27:18Z

I am leaving in the morning for Ireland.
I will not see Timothy til Sunday.
And I WILL NOT get so drunk I forget that I have a boyfriend.
and I can NOT wait to give him the biggest kiss ever on Sunday. ASAP
I Like Tim.

timmy bought me this hat! &&& a ring ♥

tim liked this one!

JAMES, woopwoop

A Ride at the Zoo *HEART*

Don't Take Sam Into a Toy Store :p

yes, i changed my boyfriends tire. no hes not a superpansy. i just wanted to know how. PLUS i wear the pants ♥

James, You Need New Clothes

Static Electricity

Static Couple

PEACEPEACEPEACE

Nick's Cat. Snowball CUTE

I'M A PRINCESS

We are HEATHENS RAWRRAWRRAWR

We are Perfect edit: timothy dear, i thought this picture was so romantic, til i realized you were groping me. thanks.

AWE WE ARE NERDY WE HAVE LINUX. we are nerds. i know how to use a terminal. mwahaha

awee wittle mitts ♥

and conor oberst is the official LOVE OF MY LIFE.

you are the reoccurring kind, you never really leave my mind

xx_bang @ 2007-11-18T17:51:00

2007-11-18T23:03:12Z

magic
last night was magical

the christmas lights were magical
the music was magical
the way tim looked at me was magical
conor was magical

i am going to miss tim.

xx_bang @ 2007-11-13T19:30:00

2007-11-14T00:37:35Z

My theme song:
Slipknot – Fuck It All

At my wedding they'll play:
Taking Back Sunday – Make Damn Sure

My best friend is like:
October Fall – Just Another Dream

My make-out song is:
Tokyo Rose – Phone Cards and Post Cards

Will I ever have kids?
The Age of Rockets – Once, We Were Monsters

This song describes my grandparents:
Nirvana – Rape Me (o.m.f.g.)

My alter-ego is:
HIM – Gone With The Sin

What I did last night was:
HAHAHAH Face Down Ass Up Thats The Way We Like To FUck

My friends see me as:
Meatloaf – Bat Out of Hell

This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life:
Blink 182 – First Date haha

Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say:
Jay Z and Linkin Park – Numb Encore

Happiness is:
Angels and Airwaves – The Gift

High school was like:
Mindless Self Indulgence - Bitches

When I'm drunk I say:
John Mellencamp – Jack and Diane

My parents are like the song:
Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

My message to the world has always been:
Deftones - My Own Summer

When I'm in the shower, I sing:
The Starting Line – Up and Go

My day will be like:
John Mayer – Back to You

The best thing about me is:
Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dark ::SMILE::

My innermost desire is:
Tommy Jones and the Shondells – Crimson and Clovergoog

My favorite thing to do is:
Amy Winehouse – Rehab

My love of life was inspired by the song:
Mase – 24 Hours to Live

My deepest secret is:
My Chemical Romance – Cemetery Drive

My family is described by the song:
Maroon 5 – This Love

My birth was like:
Nine Days – Story Of a Girl (wow)

At my funeral they'll play:
The Age of Rockets – Avada Kedavra (aweee)

I'll have a good day if I can just hear:
A Cutthroat Kiss – Scream Silence Now (not)

How will you die?
Simon and Garfunkel – The Only Living Boy in New York

i was so excited, i did it again

My theme song:
Jack Off Jill – Devil with a Black Dress On

At my wedding they'll play:
Nas – Oochie Wally

My best friend is like:
Eminem - Superman

My make-out song is:
AFI – Paper Airplanes

Will I ever have kids?
Simon and Garfukel - I am a Rock

This song describes my grandparents:
NERD – Rock Star Poser

My alter-ego is:
Coolio – Gangsta's Paradise

What I did last night was:
John Mayer – City Love (awee timmmmmy)

My friends see me as:
Slipknot – Wait and Bleed

This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life:
Brand New - Millstone

Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say:
Blue Oyster Cult – Don't Fear the Reaper

Happiness is:
A Perfect Circle - Imagine

High school was like:
Meatloaf – Life is a Lemon, and I Want My Money Back

When I'm drunk I say:
Gorillaz – Tomorrow Comes Today

My parents are like the song:
From First to Last – Kiss Me, Im Contagious

My message to the world has always been:
Linkin Park – In The End

When I'm in the shower, I sing:
hellogoodbye – Call and Return

My day will be like:
Slipknot - Vermillion

The best thing about me is:
Brand New – Failure By Design

My innermost desire is:
Brand New - Magazines

My favorite thing to do is:
Brand New – Soco Amaretto Lime

My love of life was inspired by the song:
Wheatus – Teenage Dirtbag

My deepest secret is:
Eminem – Cleaning out my Closet

My family is described by the song:
Elvis – Love Me Tender

My birth was like:
Bright Eyes - Lua

At my funeral they'll play:
Nelly – Country Grammar

I'll have a good day if I can just hear:
My Chemical Romance – The Ghost of You

How will you die?
Maroon 5 – Harder to Breathe

its somehow less exciting the third time

xx_bang @ 2007-11-12T19:18:00

2007-11-13T00:19:53Z

im in a box
maybe your gonna be the one that saves me
pocahontas
cuz afterall your my wonderwall
drip drip drop little april showers
and maybe, your gonna be the one that saves me
oh god, your the best.
i am bigger than you, now im small again

xx_bang @ 2007-11-11T23:38:00

2007-11-12T04:39:01Z

high shower

xx_bang @ 2007-11-10T14:19:00

2007-11-10T19:20:06Z

i am scenery

xx_bang @ 2007-11-06T23:10:00

2007-11-07T04:12:01Z

the suns coming out, that makes me smile
you make me smile.
i am your sunshine

one month for me and tim.

&&&
i took a shower with a ladybug!

xx_bang @ 2007-11-06T11:01:00

2007-11-06T16:03:22Z

Yeah, not stealth like when your parents are home and we make a ton of noise, but ultra stealth.

it went up something about decibles
sweet.

xx_bang @ 2007-11-02T22:24:00

2007-11-03T02:34:14Z

xx_bang @ 2007-11-02T12:29:00

2007-11-02T16:34:53Z

I feel like I am at such a high level of intelligence
we are dear

the kailaidaskope looked like fireworks.

everything looks different now.
I was sooo sure it looked different1
backwards kailaiaiaiidacoke
“i feel like im at such a high level of intelligence”

i'd rather be disapointed in my spouse than my spouse be disapointed in me because if my spouse was disapointed in me, i'd be disapointed at myself. and being disapointed in myself, is worse than being disapointed in someone else

when the kaialalalaldaaaaskope is red and green I feel like christmas

I know how they do it.
you ever seen those metal squares
they are like a triangle
and thats what they did
and it reflets
you been staring at that thing a half hour and thats what you got?

xx_bang @ 2007-11-01T13:19:00

2007-11-01T17:28:25Z

Hallowen 2007

Level II with my baby (TIM that is!), Molly, and Jimboy.
we danced. we froze. it was a fun time.
i think it was the best halloween so far.

i always get so worked up for holidays
like, i expect so much
then i get disappointed because
it never ends up being as magical as i remember it
being when i was younger